15-09-2009

15 September of the year 2009, today was
just a simple day. Nothing happen and everything
were moving smoothly..

I'd been almost months of times didn't go
church and worship our God. Sinful Jason, me
is doing a lot of bad stuff nowadays. Feel sorry
to every church members and friends in church.
Feel bad when I meet them. I'm no longer a BB
member nowadays. I'm just a rubbish nowadays.
Doing stupid things, wasting times, creating sins
and so on..

Gosh, what should I do? I hope to back to the life
before. But I'm shame of myself. I'm 18 now,
but I'm totally lost in my life. Acting like a 3 years
old kid, stupid and foolish..

Stupid Jason...